A Worm to Thresh a Mountain
Woodworth-Etter tells of her poor Ohio childhood, her conversion at thirteen at a Disciples baptism, years of illness and the deaths of five children, and a call to preach that no church around her would accept. Among the Quakers she received an anointing of power, argued from Scripture for women preaching, and held her first revival meetings.
MUHTASARI WA CTSSoma muhtasari wote — unafunguka hapa hapa
Mnyoo wa Kupura Mlima: Wito wa Maria Woodworth-Etter wa KuhubiriA Worm to Thresh a Mountain: Maria Woodworth-Etter’s Call to Preach
Somo la Seminari ya Kitheolojia ya Chapala — sura za mwanzo za tawasifu yake: utoto wa Ohio, mapambano marefu na wito ambao hakuna kanisa lililoutambua, upako kwa huduma, na mikutano yake ya kwanzaA Chapala Theological Seminary reading — the opening chapters of her autobiography: an Ohio childhood, a long struggle with a call no church would recognize, an anointing for service, and her first meetings
Muhtasari wa CTS wa sura za I–III za Maria B. Woodworth-Etter, Acts of the Holy Ghost (Dallas: John F. Worley Printing Co., 1912), uk. 23–39 hivi. Maandishi yake mwenyewe ni mali ya umma; nukuu fupi zilizo hapa chini zimetoka kwake.A CTS digest of chapters I–III of Maria B. Woodworth-Etter, Acts of the Holy Ghost (Dallas: John F. Worley Printing Co., 1912), about pp. 23–39. Her own text is in the public domain; the short quotations below are from it.
- Acts of the Holy Ghost, sura ya I–IIIActs of the Holy Ghost, ch. I–III
- Chanzo cha msingiPrimary source
- 1844–karibu 18801844–c. 1880
- Maria Woodworth-EtterMaria Woodworth-Etter
1.Utoto wa Ohio Uliogubikwa na Hasara1.An Ohio Childhood Marked by Loss
Maria Underwood alizaliwa tarehe 22 Julai 1844 huko New Lisbon, Wilaya ya Columbiana, Ohio, akiwa binti wa nne wa Samuel na Matilda Underwood. Wazazi wake hawakuwa wanaoenda kanisani alipokuwa mdogo. Walijiunga na Kanisa la Wanafunzi (Disciples) mwaka mmoja tu kabla baba yake hajafa kwa kupigwa na jua kali mwezi Julai 1855, alipokuwa na umri wa miaka kumi na moja. Mjane aliachwa na watoto wanane na karibu hakuna cha kuishi nacho. Maria na dada zake wakubwa walienda kufanya kazi kwa familia nyingine kwa wiki. Alitamani shule na alilia hadi usingizi kwa sababu ya jambo hilo. Alihifadhi vitabu jikoni na kujifunza mistari kwa moyo alipokuwa akifanya kazi. Mwanamke ambaye baadaye angehubiri kwa makutano ya maelfu alikuwa na elimu rasmi ndogo sana.Maria Underwood was born on 22 July 1844 in New Lisbon, Columbiana County, Ohio, the fourth daughter of Samuel and Matilda Underwood. Her parents were not churchgoers when she was small. They joined the Disciples Church only a year before her father died of sunstroke in July 1855, when she was eleven. The widow was left with eight children and almost nothing to live on. Maria and her older sisters went out to work for other families by the week. She longed for school and cried herself to sleep over it. She kept books in the kitchen and learned verses by heart while she worked. The woman who would later preach to crowds of thousands had very little formal education.
2.Kuongoka Kijitoni2.Conversion in the Creek
Alipokuwa na umri wa miaka minane tayari alihisi “hamu kubwa ya kumjua Mungu.” Dada zake wawili waliongoka katika mkutano wa Wamethodisti, lakini watu wazima pale walionekana kudhani watoto hawahitaji wokovu. Alipokuwa na umri wa miaka kumi na mitatu alikwenda mbele katika mkutano wa Wanafunzi (Disciples), akitembea njia ndefu kutoka nyuma ya umati. Wanafunzi wa Kristo (Disciples of Christ) walikuwa wa vuguvugu la “Urejesho” la Stone–Campbell. Walifundisha kwamba mtu anapaswa kuamini, kutubu na kubatizwa kwa kuzamishwa, nao walikuwa na mashaka na uongofu wa hisia. Woodworth-Etter anasema waziwazi kwamba “hawakuamini mabadiliko ya moyo.” Hata hivyo siku iliyofuata, alipokuwa akipelekwa kijitoni, alimwomba Bwana amwokoe kikamilifu, na alipokuwa akiingia majini “nuru ilinijia.” Watazamaji walidhani amezimia. Tangu hapo alikuwa kanisani mara nne siku ya Jumapili na mara kadhaa wakati wa juma. Wakati wake mkuu wa kwanza wa kiroho ulikuja ndani ya mapokeo ambayo hayakuutarajia, mtindo unaopita katika maisha yake yote.At eight years old she already felt “strong desires to know of God.” Two sisters were converted at a Methodist meeting, but the adults there seemed to think children did not need salvation. At thirteen she went forward at a Disciples meeting, walking the long aisle from the back of the crowd. The Disciples of Christ belonged to the Stone–Campbell “Restoration” movement. They taught that a person should believe, repent and be baptized by immersion, and they were suspicious of emotional conversions. Woodworth-Etter says plainly that “they did not believe in a change of heart.” Yet the next day, as she was led down to the creek, she asked the Lord to save her fully, and while going into the water “a light came over me.” The onlookers thought she had fainted. From then on she was at church four times on Sunday and several times in the week. Her first great spiritual moment came inside a tradition that did not expect it, a pattern that runs through her life.
3.Wito Usio na Mlango Uliofunguka3.A Call With No Open Door
Muda mfupi baada ya kuongoka, anaandika, alisikia Yesu akimwita “aende kwenye barabara kuu na mipakani mwa mashamba kukusanya kondoo waliopotea.” Hakuwa na mtu wa kuzungumza naye kuhusu hilo. “Wanafunzi (Disciples) hawakuamini kwamba wanawake wana haki yoyote ya kumfanyia Yesu kazi,” anasema, naye hakuwa amewahi kusikia wanawake wakifanya kazi hadharani isipokuwa kama wamisionari. Kwa hiyo alifanya mpango wa siri: kama angeolewa siku moja, angeoa Mkristo mwenye bidii nao wawili wangeingia katika kazi ya umisionari pamoja. Alimwoa P. H. Woodworth, nao wakakaa mashambani, lakini mpango ulishindwa. Afya yake ilidhoofika, kazi yao ya shamba ilienda vibaya, na mara nyingi alikuwa mbali mno na kanisa kuhudhuria. Kisha zilikuja miaka ya huzuni. Kati ya watoto wao sita, watano walikufa wakiwa wadogo. Anasimulia kila kifo, hasa cha Georgie mwenye umri wa miaka saba, aliyekufa kwa scrofula baada ya miezi minane ya mateso. Ni Lizzie tu, mkubwa, aliyekua. Woodworth-Etter anafasiri hasara hizi kama Mungu akimwita aelekeze moyo wake mbinguni. Wasomaji wengi wa leo watapata tafsiri hiyo kuwa ngumu. Mchungaji anapaswa kuishughulikia kwa upole: anaeleza jinsi alivyopata maana ya huzuni isiyovumilika, si kutoa kanuni ya jinsi Mungu anavyoshughulika na kila mama anayeomboleza.Soon after her conversion, she writes, she heard Jesus calling her “to go out in the highways and hedges and gather in the lost sheep.” She had no one to talk to about it. “The Disciples did not believe that women had any right to work for Jesus,” she says, and she had never heard of women working in public except as missionaries. So she made a private plan: if she ever married, she would marry an earnest Christian and the two of them would go into mission work together. She married P. H. Woodworth, and they settled in the country, but the plan failed. Her health broke down, their work on the land went badly, and she was often too far from a church to attend. Then came years of grief. Of their six children, five died young. She tells of each death, above all that of seven-year-old Georgie, who died of scrofula after eight months of suffering. Only Lizzie, the eldest, grew up. Woodworth-Etter interprets these losses as God calling her to set her heart on heaven. Many modern readers will find that interpretation hard. A pastor should handle it gently: she is describing how she made sense of unbearable sorrow, not giving a rule about how God deals with every grieving mother.
4.Huzuni, Maono na Makubaliano na Mungu4.Sorrow, Visions and a Bargain With God
Wakati wa magonjwa marefu, kila mtu alipotarajia afe, alipata alichokiita “maono matukufu.” Wakati mmoja alimwona Mwokozi msalabani kando yake na kuligusa mwili wake uliojeruhiwa. Wakati mwingine alionekana kubebwa hadi “Mji Mzuri,” ambako aliwaona watoto wake wakiangaza kwa utukufu. Hatimaye, anasema, “wakati ulikuwa umefika wa kuahidi au kufa.” Alimwahidi Mungu kwamba, kama angeirudisha afya yake na kumtayarisha, angefanya kazi. Alianza kupata nafuu mara moja. Familia ilihamia kwenye makazi ya Marafiki (Friends, yaani Waquaker), nao Marafiki wakampeleka kwenye mikutano yao. Hapa mapambano yaliongezeka. Waquaker waliwaruhusu wanawake kusema katika ibada, kwa hiyo mlango hatimaye ulikuwa wazi, lakini alikuwa “amefungwa kana kwamba kwa minyororo katika roho ya kuogopa watu.” Aliposimama kushuhudia alitetemeka “kama jani” na kumsihi Mungu atume mtu mwingine. Maono ya wenye dhambi wakianguka shimoni, naye mwenyewe juu ya njia nyembamba ya mbao akiwaita wapande juu, yaliendelea kumsukuma. Mume wake, binti yake na ndugu zake walimpinga. Wahudumu ambao hakuwa amewahi kuwaona walimwambia Mungu alikuwa akimwita. Jibu lake lilikuwa, “Kama ningekuwa mwanamume ningependa kumfanyia Yesu kazi.”During long illnesses, when everyone expected her to die, she had what she calls “glorious visions.” Once she saw the Saviour on the cross beside her and touched his wounded body. Another time she seemed to be carried to the “Beautiful City,” where she saw her children shining in glory. At last, she says, “the time had come to promise or die.” She promised God that if he restored her health and prepared her, she would do the work. She began to recover at once. The family moved to a Friends (Quaker) settlement, and the Friends took her to their meetings. Here the struggle sharpened. Quakers allowed women to speak in worship, so the door was finally open, but she was “bound as with chains in a man-fearing spirit.” When she stood to testify she trembled “like a leaf” and begged God to send someone else. A vision of sinners falling into the pit, with herself on a narrow plank calling them upward, kept pressing on her. Her husband, her daughter and her relatives opposed her. Ministers she had never met told her God was calling her. Her reply was, “If I were a man I would love to work for Jesus.”
5.“Mnyoo wa Kupura Mlima”: Upako5.“A Worm to Thresh a Mountain”: The Anointing
Hiki ndicho kitovu cha kitheolojia cha somo hili. Woodworth-Etter anataka msomaji aelewe kwamba tayari alikuwa na “uzoefu mzuri, moyo safi,” na alikuwa amejaa upendo wa Mungu, lakini “hakuwa amestahilishwa kwa kazi ya Mungu.” Alichukua taswira yake kutoka Isaya 41:15: “Mungu angelazimika kuchukua mnyoo ili kupura mlima.” Kwa hiyo aliomba nguvu ambayo Mungu aliwapa “wavuvi wa Galilaya,” akija “kama mtoto anayeomba mkate.” Kisha, anaandika, nguvu ya Roho Mtakatifu ilishuka kama wingu angavu kuliko jua. Aliona “moto wa majimaji” wenye malaika ndani yake. “Nilibatizwa katika Roho Mtakatifu, na moto, na nguvu ambayo haijawahi kuniacha.” Hapa tunaweza kuona wazi jinsi anavyohusiana na vuguvugu la Utakatifu (Holiness). Wahubiri wa Utakatifu wa kipindi hicho, wakijenga juu ya John Wesley na Phoebe Palmer (1807–1874), walifundisha kazi ya pili ya neema baada ya kuongoka, mara nyingi inayoitwa utakaso kamili au “moyo safi.” Wengi wao pia walizungumza juu ya “ubatizo wa Roho Mtakatifu” kama nguvu kwa huduma. Woodworth-Etter anatenganisha mambo hayo mawili: kwanza moyo safi, kisha upako kwa kazi. Baada ya uamsho wa Azusa Street huko Los Angeles kuanza mwaka 1906, makanisa ya Utakatifu-Kipentekoste kama Church of God in Christ na Church of God (Cleveland, Tennessee) yalifundisha mpangilio kama huo: wokovu, utakaso, kisha ubatizo katika Roho Mtakatifu, sasa ukiwa na kunena kwa lugha kama ishara yake. Simulizi yake ya 1912 haitaji lugha hapa. Badala yake inaonyesha mtindo wa zamani wa Utakatifu ambao mafundisho ya Kipentekoste yalikua kutoka kwake.This is the theological centre of the reading. Woodworth-Etter wants the reader to understand that she already had “a good experience, a pure heart,” and was full of the love of God, but she was “not qualified for God’s work.” She took her image from Isaiah 41:15: “God would have to take a worm to thresh a mountain.” So she asked for the power God gave the “Galilean fishermen,” coming “like a child asking for bread.” Then, she writes, the power of the Holy Spirit came down like a cloud brighter than the sun. She saw “liquid fire” with angels in it. “I was baptized with the Holy Ghost, and fire, and power which has never left me.” Here we can see clearly how she belongs to the Holiness movement. Holiness preachers of the period, building on John Wesley and on Phoebe Palmer (1807–1874), taught a second work of grace after conversion, often called entire sanctification or a “clean heart.” Many of them also spoke of a “baptism of the Holy Ghost” as power for service. Woodworth-Etter separates the two: first a pure heart, then an anointing for work. After the Azusa Street revival in Los Angeles began in 1906, Holiness-Pentecostal churches such as the Church of God in Christ and the Church of God (Cleveland, Tennessee) taught a similar order: salvation, sanctification, and then the baptism in the Holy Spirit, now with speaking in tongues as its sign. Her 1912 account does not mention tongues at this point. It shows instead the older Holiness pattern from which Pentecostal teaching grew.
6.“Nenda Sasa”: Hoja Yake ya Kimaandiko na Mikutano ya Kwanza6.“Go Now”: Her Scriptural Case and First Meetings
Hata baada ya upako alisita. Alipanga kozi ya masomo kwanza, lakini hakuweza kuzingatia. Kisha, anasema, Yesu alisimama kando yake katika maono na kuuliza alikuwa akifanya nini. Alisema atafanya kazi atakapokuwa ametayarishwa. Jibu lilikuja: “Je, hujui kwamba wakati unajitayarisha roho zinaangamia? Nenda sasa, nami nitakuwa pamoja nawe.” Alipopinga kwamba hakuijua Biblia vya kutosha, aliona Biblia kubwa iliyofunguliwa ukutani na akahisi aliielewa. Woodworth-Etter hakukataa masomo. Hoja yake ni kwamba wito wa kuhubiri hauwezi kungoja maandalizi kamili ambayo hayafiki kamwe. Sura ya III kisha inaweka hoja yake ya kibiblia kwa wanawake kuhubiri, iliyoandikwa kama mfululizo wa “maswali makali”: Miriamu, Debora na Hulda; Ana na Foibe; wafanyakazi wenzake wanawake wa Paulo; ahadi ya Yoeli kwamba “wana wenu na binti zenu watatabiri,” iliyotimizwa Pentekoste (Matendo 2). Anauliza, “Je, hakuna msingi mwingi wa kuunga mkono msimamo kwamba wanawake wameitwa kuhubiri kama ulivyo kwamba wanaume wameitwa?” Mkutano wake wa kwanza ulikuwa katika kijiji kati ya ndugu wa mumewe. Alisimama akiwa na Isaya 38:1 akilini, “Uweke nyumba yako katika taratibu,” na hofu ikamwacha: maneno yalimjia kwa kasi kuliko alivyoweza kuyatamka. Ishirini hivi walikiri kuongoka. Aliendelea kuhubiri mwishoni mwa juma huku akitunza nyumba. “Sikuandika mahubiri yangu wala kuwa na michoro ya mahubiri,” anasema; alichukua andiko na kumtegemea Mungu. Jaribio lake kubwa zaidi la mapema lilikuwa mahali paitwapo “Pango la Ibilisi,” palipojulikana kwa kutokuamini. Ilimbidi “kuzungumza yote, kuomba yote, na kuimba yote.” Baada ya majuma mawili, anaripoti, watu sabini na watano walikuwa wamegeukia Kristo. Alianzisha Shule ya Jumapili ya wanafunzi 150, akimweka mlevi wa zamani kuwa msimamizi.Even after the anointing she held back. She planned a course of study first, but could not concentrate. Then, she says, Jesus stood by her in a vision and asked what she was doing. She said she would work when she was prepared. The answer came: “Don’t you know that while you are getting ready souls are perishing? Go now, and I will be with you.” When she protested that she did not know the Bible well enough, she saw a great open Bible on the wall and felt she understood it. Woodworth-Etter did not reject study. Her point is that a call to preach must not wait for a perfect preparation that never comes. Chapter III then sets out her biblical case for women preaching, written as a set of “pointed inquiries”: Miriam, Deborah and Huldah; Anna and Phoebe; Paul’s women co-workers; Joel’s promise that “your sons and daughters shall prophesy,” fulfilled at Pentecost (Acts 2). She asks, “Is there not as much to sustain the position that women are called to preach as there is that men are called?” Her first meeting was in a village among her husband’s relatives. She rose with Isaiah 38:1 in mind, “Set thy house in order,” and the fear left her: the words came faster than she could speak them. About twenty professed conversion. She went on preaching at weekends while keeping house. “I did not write my sermons or have sketches of sermons,” she says; she took a text and trusted God. Her boldest early venture was a place called “The Devil’s Den,” known for unbelief. She had “to do all the talking, all the praying, and all the singing.” After two weeks, she reports, seventy-five people had turned to Christ. She organized a Sunday school of 150, with a former drunkard as superintendent.
7.Anachochukua Mchungaji wa Kipentekoste Leo Kutoka Humo7.What a Pentecostal Pastor Takes from It Today
Kwanza, anaunganisha wito, tabia na nguvu. Hakuchukulia upako kama mbadala wa moyo safi, wala moyo safi kama wa kutosha bila nguvu. Pili, hadithi yake ni onyo dhidi ya kuchelewa. Waamini wengi wenye karama hungoja wakati kamili, na swali la maono yake bado linawasemesha. Tatu, anaonyesha kile ambacho wachungaji sasa wanakiita ufuatiliaji: mikutano ya maombi, Shule ya Jumapili na viongozi wa mahali wanaowajibika vilianzishwa kabla hajaondoka. Nne, tabia yake ya kuhubiri bila maandishi inahitaji urari. Katika utendaji wa baadaye wa Kipentekoste, kumtegemea Roho wakati mwingine kumewekwa kinyume na maandalizi, lakini mahubiri yake mwenyewe yalijaa Maandiko. Mhubiri wa leo anaweza kuomba na kujiandaa, na kufanya yote mawili katika Roho. Mwisho, hoja yake ya kuhubiri kwa wanawake inaibua swali ambalo makanisa yanatofautiana. Mapokeo mengine, mara nyingi yanayoitwa ya kukamilishana (complementarian), husoma vifungu kama 1 Timotheo 2:12 na 1 Wakorintho 14:34 kama vinavyoweka ofisi ya uchungaji au kuhubiri kwa mamlaka kwa wanaume wanaostahili, huku yakikaribisha ushuhuda, ufundishaji na kazi ya umisionari ya wanawake. Mapokeo ya usawa (egalitarian) husoma Yoeli 2, Matendo 2 na Wagalatia 3:28 kama vinavyofungua kila huduma kwa wanawake na wanaume sawa. Mengine husisitiza huduma ya timu, ambamo waume na wake au timu mchanganyiko hutumikia pamoja chini ya usimamizi wa pamoja. Madhehebu ya Kipentekoste yenyewe yamejibu kwa njia tofauti. CTS inawataka wanafunzi kuelewa hoja zake na maoni mengine kwa uadilifu, na kufuata mafundisho ya kanisa lao wenyewe.First, she joins call, character and power. She did not treat the anointing as a substitute for a pure heart, nor a pure heart as enough without power. Second, her story is a warning against delay. Many gifted believers wait for a perfect moment, and her vision’s question still speaks to them. Third, she shows what pastors now call follow-up: prayer meetings, a Sunday school and responsible local leaders were set up before she left. Fourth, her habit of preaching without notes needs balance. In later Pentecostal practice, dependence on the Spirit has sometimes been set against preparation, yet her own preaching was full of Scripture. Today’s preacher can pray and prepare, and do both in the Spirit. Finally, her case for women preaching raises a question on which churches differ. Some traditions, often called complementarian, read passages such as 1 Timothy 2:12 and 1 Corinthians 14:34 as reserving the pastoral office or authoritative preaching to qualified men, while welcoming women’s testimony, teaching and mission work. Egalitarian traditions read Joel 2, Acts 2 and Galatians 3:28 as opening every ministry to women and men alike. Others stress team ministry, in which husbands and wives or mixed teams serve together under shared oversight. Pentecostal denominations themselves have answered differently. CTS asks students to understand her arguments and the other views fairly, and to follow the teaching of their own church.